One day, I will do a full split.

 Melvin's email came timely!

I went rowing with two of my secondary 4 classmates, friends whom i weren't close with..much less talked to. But we had a great time, chatting and simply walking alot!

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What's going to keep me busy for the next two weeks/ more;

Math Assignment
IBM Assignment
Ideas generation for Muay Thai Booth design
Product Catalogue
Revisions
(incorporating sports in my daily life!)

I can conquer all things!

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I realised that sometimes you would want to lead lives of others, you envy them, you wished you were them- because they are so much better than you. All the more you should strive to lead better lives that others would be envious of you, no? Marius mentioned to me, that one cannot never win everybody. Melvin also mentioned that, winning isn't everything. There are so many people around me that God has sent to tell me..that success is not about winning. Character is the key. And i learn as i go, be humble yet confident and have the heart to learn from anyone around you.

Ask me why I always type such entries? I don't know why?!

Things are picking up...then again, sometimes it just goes down. It's a vicious cycle.

Some things that are finally looking up, i'm not sure if it's good now. We're on talking terms, in fact- i believe we're even going to train together in Muay Thai, after chatting during dinner today. Okay, I invited her in a way to join us for training. The competitive edge in me comes out too readily and wants to strive for better things. And sometimes, i just hate this streak of mine because i demand too much for myself, and then you know what happens when things don't go my way.

If i could change my FB status every 1 min, this would be how it will look like- just to illustrate what's going through my mind now. Since Ming has been asking me too many times why I've been staring into space, during the entire journey home.

Michelle Lee (wonders if she's ready next year, if it means to train doubly, triply hard.)
Michelle Lee (is always thinking about the worst outcome.)
Michelle Lee (thinks Forever will never materialize.)
Michelle Lee (wonders if the 长长九九 dinner and flyer ride at 9.45pm will change things.)
Michelle Lee (has an urge to go for a run now.)

Okay, i know what you're thinking..like what?! Of course, I won't ever have the guts to post this up as my status. I recall just the other day when I changed to (wants to feel single), I've got people commenting and pm-ing me asking if i'm fine. Definitely.........not. But how do i answer them? I seriously need to get back my contacts, because some of you might have realised I've been changing my status too often..I need to talk and msg people privately instead.

And, I need a mentor- might find sometime to talk to Melvin soon, am not sure who else I can look for to talk to. Things beyond me, myself.

Are you ready to ride on this crazy journey with me?

With the people at Lifeskills and Ming!

Note to self: Never wear a this hairband when running next time! Always clip up fringe!

This run was a cold and long run even though it was only 10km. Didn't set out to achieve any PB, but my purpose of this run was to finish it with the Lifeskills facilitators. And...we did it! We did it with prep runs at Macritchie, those who train at MR would know that this run at Changi Prison was so different. Many up and downslopes (in fact a total of 9), which represents the ups and downs of those who served their term in the prison.

This is just a small group of us, hopefully we'll get more facilitators and trainers to join us in future when we have such runs again.

A painful price to pay for Muay Thai.

To describe how i feel now.. ): ): ): ):

So..

I've lost my E71, my 6months old phone..poor thing. It has endured several drops and knocks and what nots..now it's missing.

I'm really damn careless, easily distracted thus the loss of my phone. ):

Meanwhile, just less than a week into my hair cut and i'm missing my long hair. :/

Hope it'll grow longer soon.........

I'm off for a camp this weekend. Yesterday during training, after some few shin kicks and defence, my legs are badly bruised. Still aiming to do better though.

 Here I am, once again...promise this will be the last post on haircut. I really have not much hair left to chop.

You know, things don't always go the way you want. As much as i yearned for the cut in the last post (2nd picture), it did not turn out that way.



Instead it became like this.

Now you understand why this is the last post? I think it'll take at least 2 months for my hair to grow out..now no one can force me to do any sort of rebonding / perming....

In any case, do i resemble Stella Huang- the girl who acted several shows in the good ol' Mediacorp days?

I have chopped off inches.



And will be chopping off alittle more tomorrow.



Today's episode of bad hair was written all over my face.

Please tell me that the 2nd picture looks better, cos i can only cut short, i can't make my hair grow longer overnight!